In total desperation and drawing insperation from the movie "Julie and Julia" . I am reaching out to whoever out there that 'might' be reading this , for comfort in knowing im not alone .
On days like today when nothing seemed to go my way and i really just wanted to pop the kids in there room in front of a dvd and just hide under the covers away from it all . I forced myself to pull through and its now 8:34pm and time for my little lovelys to rest there heads so they can re-gain enough energy to put me through it all again tomorrow .
I now i shouldnt complain as i am blessed to have such beautiful and healthly children but i tell ya , somedays like today i wonder how ill make the end of the day and what the bloody hell i was thinking . Surely the sex wasnt that great that i couldnt stop and say hey "maybe we sould use a condom' .
Living in a semi remote country town in Australia with 4 kids ( I have 5 kids but 1 lives with my ex, her father) . Im 31as of Monday and Surprise Surprise my birthday passed like any other day . My partner works full time and im starting a business just to add to the drama of it all .
Ive decided to blog my daily 'adventures' with the kids and our chaotic life . If no ones reading it cant hurt and hey at least its cheap therepy . Over and out ........ S
(That was easier than i thought it would be)
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
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